October 19, 2014 10:41 pm
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Beautiful Quote #NewPost [9]

10:39 pm 10:25 pm

I don’t know what I would do without my dumb blog. A perfect place to vent that no one knows exists. My friends don’t. My family doesn’t. He doesn’t.

10:23 pm

I should be one to talk. I don’t know why sometimes I can be a massive bitch with some people and let them have it. Especially if anyone does or says anything to my family. But with some people I just can’t do it. I want to. I really do. I should. Especially if I’ve been asked “are you okay” and I sit and smile and say yes I’m fine. I’ve perfected the Im fine. But I’m not. One little spat makes me think of all the things that haven’t been discussed. The big things were suppose to have spoken about but both ignore it like we’re 5. Now I just want to scream and say wtf are we doing then?!? I do so much because I want to and because in general (as hard as it is to believe) I am a nice person. I go above and beyond for people. Just like I was taught. Not because I want something in return but because I just think everyone should be treated nicely. Everyone in my life I give so much to. And I’ve been told many times not to since I tend to get used/hurt. But here I go again giving and giving and giving. For what though … Why do I keep doing it? …

9:16 pm

You know when you feel something so deep it sits in your throat like you’re about to throw it up and you hold it in with all your might fighting back tears but it’s so painful … all so no one can see or know you’re pain. The things we do to be strong. Does what doesn’t kill us make us stronger or are we just making it seem okay to suppress how we really feel? That’s not okay either. We should all express how we feel

7:27 pm
they’ve been waiting all day by the window for him #onemorehour 🐱🐱 (at lost in los altos )

they’ve been waiting all day by the window for him #onemorehour 🐱🐱 (at lost in los altos )

3:51 pm
🍎🍏 mini apple pies ready for when mi guerrienche gets home today ☺️  (at lost in los altos )

🍎🍏 mini apple pies ready for when mi guerrienche gets home today ☺️ (at lost in los altos )

October 14, 2014 8:35 pm

#onrepeat 😻🎢 | @childishgambino (at Chez Moi 🏑)

October 12, 2014 4:20 pm
Sunday funday con mi favorito  (at Faultline Brewing Company)

Sunday funday con mi favorito (at Faultline Brewing Company)

October 11, 2014 4:01 pm
excited to celebrate this beauty @soon_2_be_mrs_martinez bridal shower with @fmarino123 πŸ’πŸ‘° (at El Burro)

excited to celebrate this beauty @soon_2_be_mrs_martinez bridal shower with @fmarino123 πŸ’πŸ‘° (at El Burro)

October 9, 2014 11:53 pm
🍴 (at lost in los altos )

🍴 (at lost in los altos )

8:34 pm
pink & gold bubble baths πŸ’– (at lost in los altos )

pink & gold bubble baths πŸ’– (at lost in los altos )

October 6, 2014 2:33 am
coming home to this 😍 #ZsaZsa  (at Chez Moi 🏑)

coming home to this 😍 #ZsaZsa (at Chez Moi 🏑)

October 5, 2014 9:26 pm
#lazysunday  (at lost in los altos )

#lazysunday (at lost in los altos )

2:36 pm
chilaquiles para #miguerienche 😸  (at lost in los altos )

chilaquiles para #miguerienche 😸 (at lost in los altos )